Mental Tug of War

Mental Tug of War
Confusing not sure what side I'm in
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Eat don't eat 
Never Ending 
Trying to silence the voices
Starvation works for one
Back and forth
Pick up the fork
Drop it again
Hungry-yet nauseous at the sight of food
Voices just keep getting louder
Not sure how to silence them
Looking for the Red and Black
Fades in fades out 
Fades in again 
Never on a timeline
Tying a knot 
Fraying edges
Fading control
The Mental Tug of War

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