putting the blade in the water and getting your hands wet
i made this blog for myself thinking i was going to just write about my international paraolmpic rowing competitions and life was going to great. meanwhile i couldnt bring myself to share anything with essentially nobody but my own mind shackled my hands and never let me open my mind and let my hands write what i feel. i never even really let myself feel i always made everything i said was with "we" and "us" i never was just me i never believed in myself i still dont but now i try to own myself and at some point in time actually not hurt myself in anyway and just like i stopped and listened to my body today at some point to be able to do that and not have rediculous mental anguish afterwards so my biggest fight is actually with my mind but watch out tokyo 2020 ill be there and gonna bring home some major bling